Autumn fast approaches which means a time of reflection for me and when my dysthymia hits the hardest. Some years I am okay and hold my own and other years really down in the dumps. I retreat from the world from mid-September until January. Things pick up come October, when my death date approaches and if the weather is constant days of rain and dark skies, then my mood sinks quickly.
This year, I can feel the darkness creeping a bit early but each year is different but I have a general idea of what to expect. I have been cranking the tunes as that is one of my tools to dealing with my dysthymia. Yesterday, I discovered I was a day late in learning that Tony Hawk did a cover of Millencolin's "No Cigar." including a music video. It's pretty cool.
To be honest, I am not familiar with Millencolin but am poking around now. I like discovering new music and learned that Steve Caballero, another skater who was also a member of the Bones Brigade back in the day with Tony was on the song too. Steve has a band called Urethane with an album coming out in September. I went and checked out his band.
Speaking of the Bones Brigade, I splurged and picked up a Kelvin Hoefler and a Bucky Lasek t-shirt. My birthday was earlier this week and I felt I deserved a treat ofr myself.
I treated myself well this past week as I was also on vacation from my day job. It felt good to get away but I still feel incredibly burnt out. Thankfully, I managed to do fun things and even slept in a few days and worked on organizing my story for NaNoWriMo. I do think things are coming together nicely. I don't have a title yet or settled on the name of my two main characters. Those will come eventually.
A few years ago when I was struggling with names for characters, I was watching an episode of Family Guy and noted first and last names of people that sounded interesting. Some of the last names I turned into first names and created unique names that weren't too odd and fit well for the characters I created. Turns out watching TV can be a good thing.
Speaking of watching things, I leave you today with a double feature!!! Tony Hawk's cover of Millencolin's "No Cigar" and Urethane with their track "Gravity" with Steve Caballero rocking out on guitar. FYI, Steve rocks on both tracks!